The following links can be helpful aids in the process of your vocational discernment. One's vocation is indeed the meeting place of God and your heart's deepest desires, and so it is of great value to take the time and space to listen.
The Society of Jesus in the United States.
Jesuits California Province
The California Province of the Society of Jesus.
Diocese of San Jose
Diocese of San Jose vocational resources.
Pedro Arrupe, S.J.
Falling In Love
"Nothing is more practical than finding God, that is, than falling in love in a quite absolute, final way. What you are in love with, what seizes your imagination, will affect everything. It will decide what will get you out of bed in the morning, what you will do with your evenings, how you will spend your weekends, what you read, who you know, what breaks your heart, and what amazes you with joy and gratitude. Fall in love, stay in love and it will decide everything."